going on in this head of mine…
Sometimes it’s hard to talk about anything else than what’s on my mind. And those thoughts are not ready to be told, or processed or both.
I’ve never been good at the in between. You know, at having all of the proverbial balls hanging in the air. For those that were with me through Tariku’s adoption you will remember this about me, vividly.
I wish I would get better at this; and truth be told I have gotten ever so slightly so.
Alas, I’m not good at hovering. At the space between settled and unsettled. Between knowing and not knowing.
But it’ll get better, it always does. And my life right now is pretty darn great. So I’m in a pretty fantastic spot. Even if it’s in between.
That’s it. That’s all I can say without telling all my secrets.
But when it’s time you’ll be (one of) the first to know.